Shut the hell up!!!!!

yeah yeah... we all know today is the all-so-fun april fools... to tell you the truth, i've always hated april fools.... i mean like wth!!! what is it for! there was only one yeah in primary where i enjoyed my april fool is when one of my classmates spread glue all over one of our most hated teacher's chair... it was hilarious....lol.... i had so much laughs that day it was amazing... but a girl cried... cause one of my other friend kinda put a live lizard in her bag.... so..... *imagine*

i was having a bad day, woke up cranky and just felt really sleepy... as usual went school... blah blah blah...i had a breeze walk with jamie right before the bell rang as shuana was walking with her very good friend yan mei.....so crystal came in and we started talking about the movie ' bring it on 4'... we were talking about the stunt called the 'rollercoaster' its a really cool stunt... but suer ultra tray tray hard to do... so crystal and i were talking about it till we reached the assembly ground...

during prefect meeting, pn. lily informed us about this camp at ulu langat... it sounds really fun and i can go!!!!!! just hope a few of my good friends will go^^

class was boring as usual...

during recess, i was in charge of guarding the top floor in block c with felicia.... bhinesh didn't want to go down... so i just chat with him and all.... jash came up and then followed by matt and azrai... matt was telling me about how he hurt his muscle and all... ouch... and then bhinesh and jash went into this conversation which i was totally lost in... ( completely)

after recess, there was moral.... YAY!!!! free time to talk..... so crystal, abi and i sat down and started talking about the cheer uniforms and the name.... i'm just helping out here and there... figured they could use an extra boost.... abi wants to name it ' nexon' i know, sounds like the sasbadi workbook.... so they're still working on it....

suddenly

we all got a shock when we saw wai lup climbing back into the classroom through the window... he was on the other side of the class where mani removed the glass window so wai lup could climb out and get his pen.... it was a little scary as our class is on the highest floor.... then they were in panic when the saw mr lou looking at them.... he came in and took wai lup to the office...

then he came in and started lecturing us about the dangers, murders, law cases , and the MOST INTERESTING point, it is the prefects fault....WTF!!!!!!! Stupid is it!!!! how the hell can we stop him when he was on the way climbing back in already.... so he started talking about observation and stuff.... HELLO!!!!!!!! USE YOUR BRAINS LA ASS!!!!!!!! we didn't even notice.... and he asked us whether we noticed the sudden lost of so many things in school.... duh stolen.... and he said we have to be alert and all... for example, if we were having pj, YOU DONT FUDGING TELL ME THAT HE WANTS US TO COME UP EVERY 5 MINUTES TO CHECK ON OUR CLASS......ER!!!!!!! that made me FUDGEING PISSED!!!!!!!!! ER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then he starts telling us about how bad his day was and all and sorry he had to take it out on us..... i almost stood up and said: WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM, WHEN TEACHERS ARE HAVING A BAD DAY, THEY CAN FUDGING TAKE IT OUT ON US, BUT WHEN THE STUDENTS ARE HAVING A BAD DAY, AND TAKES IT OUT ON THE TEACHER, WE MOST LIKELY WILL BE SENT TO THE PRINCIPAL OR GET FUDGING LECTURES....

so i told a few friends about my anger and all, 'it' already knew i'm furious and still point it back to me..... i mean hello!!! what i was saying is meant for teachers and students..... i kinda thought it was my friend! it is the one that are supposed to make me feel better and all... but no!!!!!! end up saying that why am i taking it out on it.... i was like hello!!! when you had problems i actually listen to you and point out what you were suppose to do!!!! and maybe shove some things in your face.... but you did absolutely nothing! you just point it back to me instead.... great friendship!!! what a way to pay back..... ( it really made me feel better) NOT!

so i was stomping out of the class and walking really fast, and it just had to say something behind my back..... GREAT! then jessie, wai lup, popi, and ming came to cheer me up... they did a little... but still felt like crying.... i mean...... HELLO!!!!!! IF YOU CANT BARE WITH ME WHEN I'M DOWN AND ONLY BE WITH ME WHEN I'M HAPPY, THEN JUST TELL!!!! YOU DONT BE A FRIEND WITH A FRIEND CAUSE OF THE FUN AND ALL.... LIFE HAS UPS AND DOWNS YOU KNOW!!!!!! ONLY A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE TILL THE END.... AND I KNOW I'M A LITTLE TOUGH AS A FRIEND CAUSE I GET IRRITATED AND PISSED REAL FAST, SO IF YOU'RE JUST GONNA ' BE GONE' WHEN I'M DOWN, THEN JUST BE GONE!

not blaming anyone here, its just that people make promises and say things you wanna hear but you don't know whether they meant it or not... and you actually stick by their promises and they actually let you down, trust and honesty in you will slowly fade.... and i do not want that to happen to me..... you know...

you know what, just too down to write anymore...

bye